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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Sodom and Gomorah

"Sodom and Gomorrah"
By m.Paolo macariola


I.

We revel
with the
gods of sodom
in our profound
nakedness

partaking in
insatiable rituals of
sacrifice

--and longing

legs spread,


thirsting for fire.



II.

To assume
forgiveness is to
come face to face
with the cold sunrise

In our desolate
nakedness,

we thirst for what is
insatiable

and revel in the dust.

Friday, May 21, 2010

New moon

new moon
by paolo macariola

dawns awakens above us
a vast neon blue
spilling across oceans
as did our happiness

until twilight came
and colored our guilt
we try to measure what we see
with our emptiness
imitating the foolish sky

but everything darkens
when the world fades to black
the moon weeps
it haunts us

defining commas

"defining commas"
by paolo macariola

sometimes i forget
to pause at the commas
and maybe take a deep breath
everytime i read that old letter of yours,

the same way i stop
for a fleeting moment
to catch a glimpse of you
before our lips challenge embers.

strange, how a mark
made with the faintest sleight of hand
could resemble the ocean's silent longing
for the sun,

as any body of water
such as the raindrop
awaits that certain ray of light
to forge a rainbow,

as any star
endures the day
to breathe in
the first whisper of a night.

and thus i learned:
a comma is a gate
of pauses that slowly opens
to reveal its true intent,

it is the gap which fills the absence
within another absence.
an assumption of something
to come. a prolonged adlib

that delays the climax
of a tragic ending
and a definite farewell
of conclusive defeat.

then it came to me
that maybe this emptiness
is your heart's true intent.
and it ends,

Saturday, March 6, 2010

"oblivion"

"oblivion"
by paolo macariola

my heart is a sea of shadows
camouflaged in ice
my soul is in the abyss
i am in oblivion

i bleed now
as new wounds peek from old scars
you walk away from me
in the silence
of my own pain

i used to wish
that your heart is a sanctuary
where mine could strip off its armor
and reveal its true nakedness

but your words still
repeat itself hollowly inside my chest
my heart is a sea of shadows
waiting for oblivion

"confession of the innocent"

"confession of the innocent"
by paolo macariola

far into the darkness
sprawls a thousand corpses
rotting in its innocence
like wild flowers

i am a murderer
and tonight i shall kill again
in praise of the blind gods
in whose mercy lets murderers like me
wander unforgiven

to cut another wrist
to slit another throat
and to squeeze the life
out of another heart
clamoring for redemption
this is my conviction

there is blood in my hands
that could never seek forgiveness
so i dig another grave
into my own skin
to bury a hundred more corpses
to hear their last breath
and to forget
yes, to forget
how they used to be me

"underwater"

"underwater"
by paolo macariola

to dream of coming to surface
is to forget the waves
that has rippled
whispers of imprisonment
above our murky existence

hence we try
to imagine ourselves as stars
willingly trapped in the ocean sky
that falls into fireballs
after eternities
of aimless combustion

but we are no more than a constellation of two stones
you and i
so we forget the waves
and wish for sunlight
we come to surface
only to find ourselves
in some part of the world
where the sun never rises

Sunday, October 11, 2009

"Poet writes beautiful filth"

"Poet writes beautiful filth"
by paolo macariola

I ruminate endlessly
on the grotesque
concepts
of my self inflicted
methods to madness

trying to decipher Venus
is to dismantle
its equations
into bite sized smidgets
a piece of sanity at a time

but i dare not swallow
this beautiful filth
as one could never
challenge to regurgitate
a rock

on the other hand...
possibly in another dimension
i may have been
just like you
rapidly spewing
trite distractions

but in the meantime
i shall go on
ruminating venus
and dismantling madness
on a piece of paper
stenciled endlessly
with grotesque metaphors

i dare you to swallow
my beautiful filth

somewhere at the tip
of your tongue
will scatter the taste
of my madly concocted delusions
laced with bitter nectar.
-- and if somehow
you manage to swallow it
you would feel
a disruptive cramp
as though you've ingested
a rock
that your mere cliche'd existence
could never regurgitate